最近不知怎么回事？？我好像变得透明了，大家都看不见我了吗？？？
到底是什么时候开始的呢？？
自从变得更忙吗？
自从拥有了更多的职位吗？
在班上也变得沉默了。。。。
有时候朋友们所聊的话题，我也渐渐的没有兴趣了。。。。
一直在反复的思考，是我个人的问题吗？？（我没问题啊）
那么难道是他们的问题吗？？（也不可能嘛）
过几天，SPM 考试就要来临了，不应该去想这些有的没的，但却不能控制。。。
朋友的定义到底是什么啊？？？我越来越不了解了！！！
我所知道的朋友，应该是不管在任何时候都有着很多话题可以去谈，
但我却对朋友没什么好说的，当然，他们也对我没什么好说。。。
除此之外，我还有一种恐怖的想法。。。那就是。。。。
朋友只是在他需要你的时候，才会看得见你；他不需要你时，你就立刻变得像镜子一般的透明。
很多事情不知可找谁说，只好在这儿写下了。。。
好羡慕一些朋友，有苦有乐都说得出，不像我。。。。。
到底要怎样使自己变得正常？？？谁来告诉我啊？？？？
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Finally waited for the day to come.....ABRSM Exam
Today I didn't go to school,cause I wanted to prepare well for the piano examination.....
This year,although my teacher didn't go to the Equatorial Hotel,
But she did send text to support me......
Felt confident this year,
I think I've done well for the scales, exam pieces and the sight-reading,
But done bad for the aural test...
Felt very wasted!!!!!
I don't want to get only pass in the exam,
I wanted to get pass with merit.....
But there are only 50% of candidates will pass in the examination,
So if I passed the exam, I should feel happy for it...
Anyway,the exam is over....
I can relax a bit....
But still have other things to handel....
Next event is 诗歌朗诵 competition....
Wish that I could do well too with the China teacher's help...
May I get success in my days.......
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Caught someone......
Today was my second last term semester test...
And I was having History and English paper 1 .....
It was quite tough....
But I think I've tried my best to end the paper without having lots of time.....
And I caught 2 students who brought cell-phone to school today...
Obviously they are my classmates....
But I've already gave them a little warning...
If they do the same thing again...
I won't hear any apologies from them....
Alright just ened here...
Have to prepare for tomorrow's paper...
And I was having History and English paper 1 .....
It was quite tough....
But I think I've tried my best to end the paper without having lots of time.....
And I caught 2 students who brought cell-phone to school today...
Obviously they are my classmates....
But I've already gave them a little warning...
If they do the same thing again...
I won't hear any apologies from them....
Alright just ened here...
Have to prepare for tomorrow's paper...
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
The first time.....in school...in front of a few of friends...
I thought the end of this year,I can have a little rest in my life...
But ended up....it's not...
Hopefully I can change something from doing wrong....
I suppose that this year I'm responsible for the 领袖训练营 things,
but I just ended up doing nothing until now....
Try to start a little.....
It's a hard beginning...
Everything starts from the very first beginning....
I was informed that I'm the one who in charge in this activity since July...
AND that time I was busying with the 欢送会thing,
and I didn't care too much on this activity...
After that was my exam.....
I've got bad results.....
Whatever just take it as a lesson for didn't prepare for the studies....
October 5th...
I went to the principal's room,n I get scolded..
I did something wrong,n I admit it....
It's all about the camp thing.....
I don't really want to express out the feeling....
Cause it's very embarassing....
Octoboer 9th...
I went in to the principal's room again....
This time I cried in the room...
It sounds like I never have a drop of tears coming out from my eyes..
However I broke my record on that day...
I cried...
What a day>>>>>
I felt very sorry for myself....
Anyway I'm trying my best to complete this task that is giving by the school..
I will complete it without any complaination....
And won't dissapointed others who expected me to do something well
AGAIN!!!!
We must listen to the advice and accept all the opinions that are given by others..
But ended up....it's not...
Hopefully I can change something from doing wrong....
I suppose that this year I'm responsible for the 领袖训练营 things,
but I just ended up doing nothing until now....
Try to start a little.....
It's a hard beginning...
Everything starts from the very first beginning....
I was informed that I'm the one who in charge in this activity since July...
AND that time I was busying with the 欢送会thing,
and I didn't care too much on this activity...
After that was my exam.....
I've got bad results.....
Whatever just take it as a lesson for didn't prepare for the studies....
October 5th...
I went to the principal's room,n I get scolded..
I did something wrong,n I admit it....
It's all about the camp thing.....
I don't really want to express out the feeling....
Cause it's very embarassing....
Octoboer 9th...
I went in to the principal's room again....
This time I cried in the room...
It sounds like I never have a drop of tears coming out from my eyes..
However I broke my record on that day...
I cried...
What a day>>>>>
I felt very sorry for myself....
Anyway I'm trying my best to complete this task that is giving by the school..
I will complete it without any complaination....
And won't dissapointed others who expected me to do something well
AGAIN!!!!
We must listen to the advice and accept all the opinions that are given by others..
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I've got a violin and I've started the violin lesson
Last Saturday I've started my violin lesson and I've a violin....
Finally a day that I can learn another instrument....
Although I'm not young anymore...but I wpn't regret for the desicion I've made...
But when I pratised the violin,my right will feel some kinda pain...muscle pain..because of the action of holding the bow...
And that's the starter's sufferring....but I will overcome it...
Besides that,I will still do well in my piano....
On that Saturday I've got my hair cut....
AND it was kinda short....compair to the old style of my hair...
ANd I seem to look different....my mom says I look like a barbie doll...
During the holiday,it was a little boring but still having a little fun..
Because I can sleep....eat...and do whatever things I want to do...
It was fun...but my parents still force me to read books...and do the school homework thing....and that was really ......(you know what i mean)
After the school reopens everything will return to the normal scene...
And I will be busy again planning for the 欢送会 and 领袖训练营 in school...
Busy.....busy......and busy......
One day I will become a 'BEE' cause they are so....BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYY!!!
Finally a day that I can learn another instrument....
Although I'm not young anymore...but I wpn't regret for the desicion I've made...
But when I pratised the violin,my right will feel some kinda pain...muscle pain..because of the action of holding the bow...
And that's the starter's sufferring....but I will overcome it...
Besides that,I will still do well in my piano....
On that Saturday I've got my hair cut....
AND it was kinda short....compair to the old style of my hair...
ANd I seem to look different....my mom says I look like a barbie doll...
During the holiday,it was a little boring but still having a little fun..
Because I can sleep....eat...and do whatever things I want to do...
It was fun...but my parents still force me to read books...and do the school homework thing....and that was really ......(you know what i mean)
After the school reopens everything will return to the normal scene...
And I will be busy again planning for the 欢送会 and 领袖训练营 in school...
Busy.....busy......and busy......
One day I will become a 'BEE' cause they are so....BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYY!!!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
exam....didn't get the results I want....sad...sobs...~
Aiiii....thought that this time the exam will pass throught "ALL"///but my hope is ruined.....
the first subject I failed iS Mandarin...(my god....poor mandarin)...but I really know my standards,it's just I don't want to fail any subjects in the Senior year....it's bad and I don't know what to say...
Another things is....I've only got 61 in my Ledger test because I didn't write the title.....(then 6 marks are gone,fly away.......so far away!!!!!!)
Feel a little sad today cause of the fail results;
And why can't I just study my book well..Erm,I mean concentrate well....and stop play playing....
I'M MAD AT MYSELF>>>>>>SOOoooooo GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When can I study properly and stop playing??????I'm CrAZY......Mad Lady!!!!!!!!
Always says that want to study well,but at last,just empty words.......soo terrible.......
How do I get rid of these things.....like the adults said...I'm not dicipline...not dicipline....not dicipline...not dicipline......not dicipline....not dicipline.......GRRRrrrrrrRRRRR!!!!!
Have to walk back home....and it's so tiring cause of the long distance, but I thinks it's ok cause I can reduce fat from the walking exercise......wish to get slim....><
Why this world don't have the real GENIE????I mean we can make our dreams come true...
but I always remember this word.....you must try your best to get the best.....
Maybe I didn't pay enough attention on my books and always reading novel and of course playing my favourite piano.......
But I just can't stop playing my piano cause I wanted to get distinction in my Grade 8 exam(and what my teacher says that less people pass this exam cause it's hard....But I think I can do it well ,or else I have to repeat the exam again......)
Oooh yess, Hui Shan told me about a lot of people's character and attitude...bad one and of course the good one's too......not bad listening the advice from her, I mean you also can learn something special and different from her...and how to manage yourself in your life.....
the first subject I failed iS Mandarin...(my god....poor mandarin)...but I really know my standards,it's just I don't want to fail any subjects in the Senior year....it's bad and I don't know what to say...
Another things is....I've only got 61 in my Ledger test because I didn't write the title.....(then 6 marks are gone,fly away.......so far away!!!!!!)
Feel a little sad today cause of the fail results;
And why can't I just study my book well..Erm,I mean concentrate well....and stop play playing....
I'M MAD AT MYSELF>>>>>>SOOoooooo GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When can I study properly and stop playing??????I'm CrAZY......Mad Lady!!!!!!!!
Always says that want to study well,but at last,just empty words.......soo terrible.......
How do I get rid of these things.....like the adults said...I'm not dicipline...not dicipline....not dicipline...not dicipline......not dicipline....not dicipline.......GRRRrrrrrrRRRRR!!!!!
Have to walk back home....and it's so tiring cause of the long distance, but I thinks it's ok cause I can reduce fat from the walking exercise......wish to get slim....><
Why this world don't have the real GENIE????I mean we can make our dreams come true...
but I always remember this word.....you must try your best to get the best.....
Maybe I didn't pay enough attention on my books and always reading novel and of course playing my favourite piano.......
But I just can't stop playing my piano cause I wanted to get distinction in my Grade 8 exam(and what my teacher says that less people pass this exam cause it's hard....But I think I can do it well ,or else I have to repeat the exam again......)
Oooh yess, Hui Shan told me about a lot of people's character and attitude...bad one and of course the good one's too......not bad listening the advice from her, I mean you also can learn something special and different from her...and how to manage yourself in your life.....
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